Monday, 28 January 2008

Sunny has gone to the Bridge

My baby is gone... I can't believe that Sunny has really gone...

Last night, Sunny ate the whole bowl of vegetables, but when I gave him the pellets, he didn't touch them. I knew then, that Sunny wasn't well.

This morning, he hadn't touched any of the food and was very reluctant to move. I knew that we had to let him go today. Something stopped me from taking him to the vet first thing, I wanted to have a few more hours with him... I also had the thought that he didn't want to go to the vet to die... but I dismissed that immediately because I was of course not going to let him suffer.

In the afternoon, Cornel, my sister-in-law and I went out briefly. When we got back, I took the dogs out... And when I checked on Sunny after that, he had gone! I think he didn't want to go to the vet, he wanted to go at home. But I do wonder and feel guilty that I didn't take him in the morning... I guess, Sunny did it in his own way - like everything he did in life!

I will always love you my little boy - you were a very special bunny! Thanks for sharing your life with us.

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